that was the saddest moment in my teenage life
I (finally) cried over a boy
It's sad, not because the broken heart I felt, but because I did the taboo thing I wish I'd never did,
cried - over - a - boy
It has been almost seven months after that moment,
he never know what he's done to me until now, yeah maybe he knew a bit, but he surely didn't know the details.
we're friends now, a good one. better than before and I have no pressure anymore to behave or do good stuff in front of him. I thank God for that.
and know, after a little talk with my bestfriend, suddenly I remembered that moment again. I already forgave him, surely, whether he knew or not. but the memory just came back last night and I can't help but feel sad until now.
we move on, I know, and I do it too, but I miss the feelings, when I got texts from him, chatted with him, even when I got phonecalls from him. only the feeling, not the person (thank God)
I miss me when I'm with you
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