Beautiful Girl :)

gw lagi gloomy emang.

gadapet simak ngejatohin mental gw banget,

gw nangis seharian waktu pengumumannya.

tapi gw sadar,

nangis gak nyelesain masalah.

percuma aja gw nangis meraung-raung ky orang gila, toh gak bakal tiba-tiba gw dapet simaknya kok.

jadi, sekarang gw mau berubah.

gw sadar selama ini gw kurang belajar,

kurang berusaha,

dan yang paling penting, kurang berdoa.

Tuhan udah ngasih teguran yang cukup banget bikin gw sadar.

dan gw mau mulai berubah,

dari sikap, cara gw belajar, cara gw mendekatkan diri sama Tuhan, semuanya.

yaa gw mau ngikutin Astavida (Delapan Jalan Utama) buat ngilangin penderitaan menurut Buddha, yaitu :

• berpikir baik
• berniat baik
• berkata baik
• bertingkah laku baik
• makan minum baik
• berusaha yang baik
• perhatian yang baik
• semedi yang baik (kalo gw mungkin merenung yang bener kali ya)

wish me luck for this good changes people!

baidewei, gw lagi sukaaaa banget sama lagu ini,

check this out :

hope you enjoy it :)

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31 INTERESTING FACTS ABOUT GIRLS

Just found this in my friend's Tumblr

1. When a girl says she’s sad, but she isn’t crying, it means she’s crying in her heart.

2. When she ignores you after you’ve done something wrong, it’s best to give her some time to cool down before touching her heart with an apology.

3. A girl can’t find anything to hate about the guy she loves (which
is why it is so hard for her to ‘get over him’ after the relationship’s over.)

4. If a girl loves a guy, he will always be on her mind every minute of the day, even though she flirts with other guys.

5. When the guy she likes smiles and stares deep into her eyes, she
will melt.

6. A girl likes to hear compliments, but usually not sure how to react to them.

7. When a particular guy flirts with a girl very often, a girl would start thinking the guy likes her. So if you treat a girl just as a friend, go easy on the smiles and stare ok?

8. If you don’t like a girl who likes you, break it to her gently.

9. If a girl starts avoiding you after you reject her, leave her alone for a while. If you still treat her as a friend, talk to her.

10. Girls enjoy talking about what they feel. Music, poetry, drawings and writing are ways of expressing themselves (which explains why most girls like writing journals).

11. Never tell a girl that she is useless in anyway.

12. Being too serious can turn a girl off.

13. When the guy she likes calls her for the first time, the girl may act look uninterested during the call. But as soon as the phone is back on the hook, she will whoop with joy and immediately start telephoning her friends to spread the news.

14. A smile means a lot to a girl.

15. If you like a girl, try making friends with her first. Let her get to know you.

16. If a girl says she can’t go out with you because she has to study, leave.

17. But if she still calls you or expect a call from you, stay.

18. Don’t try to guess a girl’s feelings. Ask her.

19. Hearing the words “I love you” is a great reassurance to a girl that she is beautiful.

20. After a girl falls in love with a guy, she’ll wonder why she never noticed him before.

21. If you need tips on how to flirt with a girl, read romance stories.

22. When class pictures come out, a girl would first check who is standing next to her crush before actually looking at herself.

23. A girl’s ex-crush will always be in her memory, but the guy she loves now stays in her heart.

24. Girls love having fun!

25. A simple ‘Hi’ can brighten a girl’s day.

26. A girl’s best friend usually know best what she is feeling and going through.

27. Girls hate it when a guy pays attention to them just to get close to their ‘prettier’ friend.

28. Love means devotion, caring and happiness to a girl, in that order.

29. Some girls care about looks, some care about brains, but ALL girls want a guy who will love and care for them.

30. Girls want nothing more than to feel loved.

31. Girls always hope that they can always remain as friend with their ex. But never know how

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nb. tomorrow's simak result will come.please pray for the best for me, you, and everyone :)

dag dig dug kembang kuncup

HUAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA :o

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TAAAAAAAAAAAKUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUT!!!!!!!!!!!!

maaf ya sama ekspresi gw yang gak jelas diatas, itu pelampiasan dari KETAKUTAN gw selama kurang lebih 1 bulan ini

hem, buat yang gak/belom tau, besok itu adalah PENGUMUMAN SIMAK UI 2010. and I really really want to pass the test. gw SANGAT AMAT MAU Psikologi UI dari gw kelas 4 SD. dan menurut gw, ini adalah ujian terberat dalam hidup gw setelah UAN sd,smp,sma, dan ujian hidup lainnya (yang sukses buat nangis tersedu-sedu).

tadinya pengumumannya itu tanggal 15 mei, dan gw udah niat-niatin banget mulai hari ini mau belajar serius buat umb (gak ada yang tau sama hasil simak bukan?). tapi ternyata, pas gw buka twitter, ada anak-anak yang bilang kalo "PENGUMUMAN SIMAK DIMAJUKAN MENJADI 8 MEI 2010, DITAMPILKAN DI KOMPAS". gosh, gw langsung lemes bacanya :(

gw emang maunya simak itu jangan lama-lama ngumuminnya, capek orang nunggunya. tapi dikasih tau dadakan H-1 gini juga lemes banget, berasa gak siap, mau nangis aja bawaannya. apalagi 2 hari yang lalu gw baru dapet penolakan dari Universitas Padjajaran yang di Bandung itu loh. gak, gw gak sedih gak dapet disana, banyak yang lebih butuh unpad daripada gw. tapi yang namanya ditolak pasti kecewa dan sebel dan rada down :'(

doa gw sekarang cuma 1 deh, "Tuhan, tolong kasih EMPEROR yang terbaik. semoga apa yang kami inginkan memang yang terbaik menurutMu"

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nb.please pray for EMPEROR tomorrow's simak result :)